I know that record too. I say it to my husband all the time. I can't believe this is my life and that I have to be so fucking miserable all the time. I wonder how long he is going to put up with it.
Regarding your last post, I really feel for you. I find myself telling people I am fine too because it makes them feel better and puts them at ease. I mean who wants to hear me tell them I am miserable and it's not getting better, even a little bit? I would rather they just not call, so then at least I don't have to lie to anyone.
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I've been playing that same record this week.
You know, I haven't actually seen a record since the 1980's. Maybe our ipod's won't shuffle?
I know that record too. I say it to my husband all the time. I can't believe this is my life and that I have to be so fucking miserable all the time. I wonder how long he is going to put up with it.
Regarding your last post, I really feel for you. I find myself telling people I am fine too because it makes them feel better and puts them at ease. I mean who wants to hear me tell them I am miserable and it's not getting better, even a little bit? I would rather they just not call, so then at least I don't have to lie to anyone.
I like antigone's comment about the broken shuffle. such is the common refrain: "I can't believe this is my life." I know it just sucks to be here.
keep on writing, STE, as long as there is something, anything to say. thinking of you. ~luna
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