Monday, March 17, 2008

A Whole Other Life

I just realized that had things not fallen all to hell, I would be six weeks away from delivering. Another blogger I was following who was exactly 6 weeks ahead of me just gave birth. She was a little early, but with twins, I would have probably gone early, too.

Yes. It's time to leave the pg after IF blogs. Time to face facts and quit some of the denial.

I really don't know how I'm going to get through this.

5 comments:

luna said...

you shouldn't feel badly about not being able to follow those women now. the days leading up to my due date were the worst, all the anticipation, the should have beens. those first months are the worst. thinking of you. ~luna

Tash said...

That should be you. I'm really so very sorry. I hope you can find some comfort somewhere else in the computer.

STE said...

Tash: Thankfully, I think I have found another place in the computer. The support I've gotten from you and the other deadbabymamas has been a lifeline for me. I'd probably write whether or not you all were there, but I am so grateful to have your company.

meg said...

Due dates are tough. There is some relief when the day passes. I'm not sure why, but there is a sense that a chapter has ended, if that makes sense?

Antigone said...

My due date is coming up too. It hurts too much to think about what would have been.