Tired and frustrated. And angry. And thwarted.
Just looked at the Halloween pics posted by one of my SILs. Of all the cousins at Nana and Grandad's house.
Nana reading to one of them. They're all so grown up. Even if we do have kids, they won't be friends with these cousins.
Trying to imagine Christmas this year at C's folks.
Maybe I just need some more candy. That must be it.