7:13 am and I am awake. Already walked the dog (briefly) and fed her. There is just a bit of pink at the bottom of a blue night sky.
Bolted awake at 6:45, despite meds (the good stuff) at 1:30 am. C wanted to spend the day in bed, together, cozy and half asleep. I'd like to, but my heart is pounding already, and I'm trying to figure out how much I have to space the klo.nopin. Or amb.ien. Or maybe it's just too much sugar from the cookies eaten right before bed.
I'll likely check in throughout the day, fill in blanks as they come to me, perhaps.
Thank you for being here as I get all this down.
Thank you all so much for your kind supportive words. I have read every single one more than once. They mean more than I could ever say.
I wish you all a wonderful holiday, and may the new year be brighter than the past.