As I sit in my car, waiting for the RE's Lab Director to work her magic, I think about all the time that's gone by: since we started trying, since we got pregnant, and since I haven't been pregnant.
I've sat here waiting 9 times before. This time is different. Yes, usually C waits with me, holds my hand through the whole thing and he can't today.
But I'm not alone. I feel like I have all you wonderful people behind me, behind us. Waiting to lend support in simple, but so very meaningful ways. Positive or negative, pregnant or not, baby or loss.
I have not been a very good bloggy friend lately, caught up with school, with this cycle, and my own craziness/self-centeredness. Trying to keep my feet under me.
I'm sorry I haven't been commenting much, haven't been reading as much as I would like. But you are all in my thoughts, and in my heart. I will do a better job, and catch up with all of you over the next couple of weeks.
So, what's going on in your parts of the world?
7 comments:
Well I'm new to you and a far worse blog friend by far. But at the moment I'm sitting on a couch in a coffee shop where you're welcome to join me later today.
Dude, I feel like worst blogger ever right now -- my reader is still stuck somewhere in AUGUST. Gak. Really need to retake control here . . .
Thinking of you all! (This is so exciting!)
What an incredibly kind and generous post.
I haven't been great about commenting lately (on anyone's blog), but yes -- I'm here reading. Right behind you. : ) Good luck!
Thinking of you and hoping for you.
Here, I'm mainly just waiting for the weather to cool off enough so that I can pull some sweaters out of storage.
This part of the world is just watching your part of the world.
Trying to just get through the days here... Breathing in each moment with the babies and hoping it isnt my last.
Sending you big hugs...
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