I think definition part 4a is particularly apt. 1a isn't bad either.
Yes, I know it is still early. Yes, I know that even though this is when I got my bfp with the boys, they were twins, with lots and lots of hcg.
I also know that if another day or two goes by and I don't get at least a faint positive (one that grows visibly darker each day) this whole project is likely doomed. Or at least this cycle is.
I was gonna make plans for the weekend -- something social for the day before Yom Kip.pur. That's out.
Here's the biggest joke (besides me): I still have to wait a week, til Thursday for the beta.
Here's another big joke: I can go through all of this again next month.
No saccharin hope please. I welcome good thoughts, but, you know.