Saturday, January 3, 2009

And so on

Not sure how much will get posted in the next few days, or what it will consist of. I can feel the tension and grief rising, and I don't know what, if anything will come through. More of the story, or ranting and crying.

Thank you for being here. It means a lot.

12 comments:

k@lakly said...

I'll always be here. I hope the days are kind to you and that you have arms nearby to hold you close. Thinking of you and your boys.
xxoo

Carrie said...

Will be thinking of you.

The writing may help in the long term but it will certainly be hard for you to live through. It is such a sad story.

I hope you can find a little peace.

Julia said...

Whatever it turns out you need to say, I will be here to listen. Do what you need to do-- these are incredibly difficult days, and letting yourself go where they take you may be the least painful way to go.

Tash said...

Whatever you decide -- write, don't write -- do what's best for you. Do what feels right.

Thinking of you all.

Aunt Becky said...

Like everyone before me, I'm thinking of all of you.

*hugs*

Amy said...

Thinking of you and C. today and always.

birdsandsquirrels said...

I have nothing eloquent to say, but I wanted to let you know that I'm here reading and thinking of you. Say whatever it is that you need to say. We will all be here for you.

c. said...

Yup. Here. Reading. Hope you are finding it healing, Sue, as much as reliving it all can be healing. I know I felt so much pressure taken off of me by just getting it out, by giving the experience a voice. I hope you are finding the same thing. XO.

G$ said...

Do what feels right, self preservation. Love the puppy and the husband and the boys. We will always be here.
xoxox

loribeth said...

I'm here too. Telling the story is soooo hard, but I think it does help in the long run. xo

QVC said...

I'm here for you, too. I hope that writing about this gives you some semblance of peace, that it is a step towards healing. Write whatever needs to come out and know that there are many hands here to support you.

theviewfromthisplace said...

Sue,
i am here. if you ever need to talk (in real life)...anything just let me know.
i am fighting the darkness and grief too and i know how consuming it is. i hate it also. but you are not alone.