So, while I'm pondering, I thought I'd ask you, O Wise Friends in the Computer:
What book/s or website/s about adoption would you recommend? Which do you think is the best? Why?
As you can probably tell, I'm feeling better about broadening our family-building options. We are also sort of considering embryo donation, but more towards adoption or foster-adopt.
I think this new rx combo may be helping in that I can tell a difference in the way I'm thinking, but I am still dragging a lot, lots of anxiety (especially around going to bed for the night and getting into the shower. Maybe it's leftover trauma? We'll see.) Still not getting much work done. It's only been 10 or 11 days, and half that at the full dose. We shall see.
Thanks for hanging in there with me. I look forward to your suggestions!