Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I don't want to do this anymore. I can't. I just can't.

It's all my fault.

6 comments:

Tash said...

Can you elaborate a bit on what "this" is?

Because you can. And you will. And right now I think you need to pick up the phone (or please get C to) and call about bumping up that appointment to emergency status and getting your hands on some other meds. Right now.

You can if we help, and believe me, we're all here. Holding your hand and thinking of you. Please call.

Aunt Becky said...

Sweetheart, you can do it. We're standing next to you right now, propping you up and holding your hands.

I'm with Tash, please call someone right now. If I had your number I would stalk you right now. Think I'm kidding? I'm as serious as I get.

If you have no one else to call, please call the hospital. There are many people there who can and will be happy to help you.

Call them, my friend. Please, call them. Or call me. I'll email you my number right after I close this.

Mrs. Spit said...

We will walk with you when you cannot run. We will sit with you when you cannot walk. When you can not sit up on your own, we will lie down next to you.

We will hold you close until you can do this on your own. You will never be alone.

And Sue, you know this, but if you are having thoughts of ending your life, you need to phone your doctor or your hospital or the local distress line, or walk into the front door of any social agency or police department close to your help, and they will help you.

You don't need to see every step, just the one you are one. You can do this. You are doing this. The best you can, which is all you have to do.

Newt said...

I rushed right over here when I saw this post. What's going on? Can you get help? Please take care of yourself, dear. I am worried about you.

loribeth said...

Yes, you can -- and we will be here to hold you up and abide with you as you do.

Please let us know you are OK.

G said...

so glad you reached out and are ok after this post.

Like the others have said, you can do this, we will walk with you. It is not your fault.

Xoxo