Tuesday, September 23, 2008

better

Sorry about that. I just spent an hour on the phone with JK, who talked me down.

Thank you for reaching out to me. It's still horrible, but I feel a little less insane and a little less alone.

BTW, I made an appointment yesterday with a pharmacologist for next Tuesday. I may call to see if he has anything sooner.

12 comments:

Aunt Becky said...

I am so glad that you're going to be okay. Please call me if you need someone to talk to. I'm always around.

Betty M said...

I am glad too (having just caught up with the last few posts). I am so sorry that this is so very hard.

Tash said...

We're all about less insane and less alone. Any time.

CLC said...

Sorry I couldn't comment earlier. Blogger is blocked at work. Glad you are feeling a bit better. It sucks all around.

c. said...

I'm here. Sorry I missed the earlier post. Relieved to know someone talked you down. Thinking of you, Sue...

luna said...

sue, it pains me to see you like this. you know it was not your fault, of course. but it is human nature to want to blame something. I'm glad you are consulting for some help right now, and I hope you get teh support you need. thinking of you.

Newt said...

Whew. I'm glad you had someone to talk to, but I'm still scared for you. Any luck moving the appointment up? I'm thinking of you and wishing you the best, but my good wishes do not pack the same pharmacological punch as some nice ativan. I wish they did!

Take care of yourself, S. I hope the cloud starts to lift soon.

Heather said...

I hope you have some good minutes, hours, or even a whole day in the midst of all this. Thinking of you. We're all here for you.

noswimmers said...

Thinking about you...here if you ever need to talk.
((BIG HUGS))

Ashleigh said...

just wanted you to know i am holding you in my heart....

k@lakly said...

I came to this late but am so relieved that you reached out and received comfort and shelter when you needed it.
Please, please go see the doc and also know that it is NOT your fault. Nature has played a cruel and dirty, nasty, horrible role in your life and has brought you pain and loss. You did not bring those things into your world. You brought hope and love and passion and dreams to your boys and they knew those things while they were here within you.
In short, you did everything right and there is no blame for you here.
Please love yourself as you loved your boys, you deserve it as much as they did and do.
Thinking of you and hoping like hell you got the sooner appt..
xxoo

nikole said...

I am so relieved you are okay. I was really scared.

I am thankful you reached out.

I echo everything k@lakly said.

I am thinking of you so much.