How do I fake my way through the largest, most in-depth investment in my mental and professional development and try to salvage some small hope that there is anything of value in the work that I may do? How do I *make* myself do it?
What gets you though the crap every day? The crap that seems to get in the way of your future, the dreams of your young heart?
How do you keep fromkicking it all.
When do I get the joy back?