Saturday, December 25, 2010

Long winter's nap

I'm sorry for the previous post. I'm sorry I spent time tonight looking for information online (info I couldn't get from my doctors). I'm sorry I put both you and me through the writing and reliving and recovering from the content of that post.

I'm going to go take the dog out, and I'm going to take a couple of pills and go to sleep for a very long time.

Thank you, all, my friends, for helping to make this all a little more bearable.

To paraphrase what my sister said on FB tonight, whether it's with Christmas cookies or fortune cookies, may you be happy.

9 comments:

Tash said...

Wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you both this morning, and this week.

Be good to yourself, Sue. You're absolutely right: you did the best you could. When it comes to carrying babies, this part of the world knows more than ever that "best" is a total crapshoot.

Wishing peace for both of you. Much love.

Illanare said...

Thinking of you and wishing you peace.

Anonymous said...

Hugs, Sue. You did the best you knew how, and that's all any of us can ever do. Love, Daisy xx

Shelli said...

Thought I would use my other id so you can match up my alter egos (I just posted on your 12/23 post and it kills me to log out of blogger into my wordpress id each time).

Listen, you have no need to apologize for anything you post here. We all have our demons, and writing has saved me from many situations.. I'm sure it has for you as well.

m said...

Sue, what Shelli said.

We all have our demons and if your blog isn't the place to deal with them, what is the f*cking point? The reliving - god I know how it can take over your brain. I hope so much that writing some of this down this week has soothed in some way. Thinking of you and your husband, and hoping your walk with the dogs is a nice one.

Michele said...

sending hugs...

loribeth said...

No apologies necessary. That's what yourm blog is for! Thinking of you, & hoping the rest of the week has been kind to you. (((hugs)))

Jessica said...

Sending you hugs...

-Jessica
(via LFCA)

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