tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-398826425080805683.post2650566934175202411..comments2024-02-19T05:16:19.517-05:00Comments on So Dear and Yet So Far: No title...Suehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03812637630030228124noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-398826425080805683.post-21220961374329740722008-11-12T02:34:00.000-05:002008-11-12T02:34:00.000-05:00sue, I'm so sorry there are no good words of comfo...sue, I'm so sorry there are no good words of comfort for that ache in your heart. coming into the holidays has to be really hard, I'm sure. <BR/><BR/>I really hope you have the energy and can find some intention to do something kind for yourself. even if it's just a walk, or a massage. something. <BR/><BR/>also, maybe ask your doc about adjusting the meds to help with attention span? I know some combos work better than others for that. maybe they haven't found your right mix yet. <BR/><BR/>breathe, my friend. I know it doesn't feel like it, but you are finding your way every day.lunahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15455301696832647867noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-398826425080805683.post-35506823648139101642008-11-11T13:34:00.000-05:002008-11-11T13:34:00.000-05:00Thinking of you. Truly, I think of you everyday.....Thinking of you. Truly, I think of you everyday...I have a list in my head, it rings out in the morning. Those people I need to check on, the ones I care about, the ones in my computer. <BR/><BR/>I do hope somehow you are able to find the life you are looking for. I know you will one day. When that day comes I will still be here, reading, hoping, and sending you my love! <BR/><BR/>((hugs))Amyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00912286121374215944noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-398826425080805683.post-61307009434682042152008-11-11T12:01:00.000-05:002008-11-11T12:01:00.000-05:00Sue...I don't know what to say that I haven't alre...Sue...I don't know what to say that I haven't already said. But I wanted you to know that I'm still here, reading, feeling your pain and wishing that you could get some reprieve from its intensity.c.https://www.blogger.com/profile/02933776400434137451noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-398826425080805683.post-12009546343334885682008-11-11T10:59:00.000-05:002008-11-11T10:59:00.000-05:00I wish there was somehting I could offer, some hel...I wish there was somehting I could offer, some help, some magic potion to make it all just go away. Just know that I, like so many others, am here, sitting quietly by your side and always will be.<BR/>xxook@laklyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05366772609212990882noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-398826425080805683.post-56013847613189823792008-11-11T08:24:00.000-05:002008-11-11T08:24:00.000-05:00I found your blog through L&F...I feel like I&...I found your blog through L&F...I feel like I'm intruding as a total stranger, but felt drawn to post to you. There is not much I can say that will help nor do I truly understand how you are feeling, but I do know depression and it is a long hard road. The medications I took helped so much, I needed them to even be able to hope to see a future outside the box I was in. I could not make it through a conversation wit anyone without crying, my dispair was insurmountable and I just wanted to leave. Get on the highway and just drive. The day I finally called for help, I remember driving and driving, just sobbing. When I made the appt it was for 2 weeks in the future and I had no clue how I was going to make it that far without losing my mind. Slowly, I began to set time for me aside, if it was an extra long, hot shower a day, painting my toenails, actually putting my makeup on, cleaning that kitchen counter that became a freaking disaster, etc. Eventually all the small steps added to a big one where I felt a touch better each day. <BR/><BR/>You will get there too, but don't deny yourself and your body and mind its time to heal and work through this. But don't forget about <I>you</I> along the journey either. I'm so very sorry for your loss and I send you many hugs from my own Midwestern town.Irish Diplomacyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00167928821765838465noreply@blogger.com